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Well Done! If you read the Bible through from cover to cover this year along with us, well done. If you gave it a shot and didn’t quite make it, well done for your efforts and strength to you in 2014 for another try.

2013 was definitely a year of adventure for me. Many ups and downs and plenty of new territory to fulfill that word “Adventure” God expressed to me about 2013. Being honest, the year ended with a pretty low spot for me. 2014 holds a lot of promise though. God is full of promise and I for one am counting on His promises.

While following God and His adventure for me I cannot help but sense that the blog in its current form isn’t fulfilling what He has in mind for me. I certainly believe there is more God has for me, but writing about the daily reading seems so redundant when my Brother in Christ, Brian Hardin does such a fantastic job with the Daily Audio Bible. It’s almost like an, “Ryan, I’ve got that covered… I want you to do something else.” that I’m hearing from God.

After talking with Brian Tucker, our esteemed Sunday Writer, there will be some things changin’ round here. As far as The Daily Reading goes, it will be posted at the site each and every day in the top left. If you wish to follow along audibly you can find the link to the Daily Audio Bible on home page as well. As for the posts on the blog, Brian Tucker and I will still contribute often. Just not everyday. I feel like in 2013 much of my time I was supposed to spend with family and friends was spent trying to decide what to write about. That leads me to believe that we should slow the cadence of our posts and make them more meaningful. I also fell into a little legalistic thinking in 2013 as well. You know… “if I don’t write today, God will be angry!”. Obsurd, I know. God loves us for doing His work and is pleased when we do it, but He has also forgiven us by the Blood of Christ when we fall short of our potential.

For those reasons you won’t see a promised date on a post from me. I will shoot for once every two weeks and I’ve asked Brian to slow it down too. We will alternate weeks so you’ve got some good thinking points to ponder. Now, don’t worry. I plan to post all of these updates and expectations on a separate page here on the blog called, “How This Works”

Thank you for reading with us this year I know God worked wonders in your life through it. We hope to see you next year. We LOVE comments and they really do keep us going. Please post them. Now let’s recap, shall we?

RECAP OF CHANGES:
1.) Daily Reading Assignments can be found on the homepage at Revolution365.org
2.) No more daily posts, just to be posting. If you don’t see a post, be patient, go read your Bible and check back soon.
3.) Ryan Mc and Brian T. will post bi-weekly on alternating weeks with more meaningful posts of how God is working in their lives, what God is saying, how they have struggled, and anything else that affects Christians.
4.) We will offer studies periodically of Books of the Bible, Christian Books, etc. (This is what I’m most excited about!)
5.) We still want you to read your Bible with us daily.
6.) At some time before Q1 ends old posts may go away to make room for the new stuff.

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Status Update

I probably get more news on my Facebook/Twitter feed than I do from any other source out there. I get more updates from friends and family on social media than I do from any news outlet, plus I get to see baby pics, every dog’s Halloween costume, and I know what you had for dinner last night. I’m a social media junkie and now that I use it as a positive in my life (wink wink Rondo) it’s more than just a status update…..

On Christmas Eve I woke up wondering how social media would have handled the birth of Jesus. Naturally all I had to do was go to Google….. Here’s what I found and I think it’s pretty accurate and at the same time it speaks volumes about our society.

December 29, 2013 Bible Reading

Zechariah 14:1-21
Revelations 20:1-15
Psalms 148:1-14
Proverbs 31:8-9

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My Christmas Miracle

I’ve thought about this for a few days and the one thing I keep remembering is that first conversation I had with Ryan McKinney, when he asked me to contribute to this blog….. Reading the bible wasn’t new to me, but understanding the bible was. From day one I’ve tried to tell a story, I’ve shared my faith journey, and I’ve been very open about my relationship with God. Lately, I’ve struggled to really understand my relationship with God and I’ve become jealous of what I’ve seen God do in other people’s lives around me. What I’ve experienced is that just because I may have an outward appearance that seems to be this devout Christian, I still struggle with that on the inside. I’ve had to really be honest with myself about who I am and for me the results are embarrassing. I’m sharing this story in hopes that the words not only motivate me to be better Christian, but that they are life changing actions as well. I always wonder who reads these words and if there is someone out there that will benefit from them…..

My faith journey is really highlighted by my baptism last year and all those feelings and emotions from that experience. It’s easily the biggest highlight of my walk with God and I reflect back to that moment sometimes daily. At that point in my life I just felt like I belonged, like I mattered, like everything was perfectly aligned in my life. It turns out that I could not be more wrong; I hadn’t even begun to understand what that moment genuinely means. I remember that night of my baptism, I was home alone and all I could think about is that there has to be more to my life than this. Was that enough to make me want more, to push me, to encourage me? No, it wasn’t, and for me that’s the saddest realization here. Even at that moment, at the pinnacle of my faith journey, the peak of my relationship with God it still was not enough. On the outside, yes I was there, one the inside I was closer to walking on the moon than I was surrendering anything to God or to facing my fears.

I was in a relationship with Rhonda, we had met in July of last year and it was quite the love story. We just seemed to meet at the perfect time and we had things in common that certainly seemed to be aligned with the stars. Rhonda was a parent of two children, from two different relationships, just like me. So there was that understanding of failed relationships and the fact that our kids mattered more than those failures. Rhonda’s parents and my parents are pretty close to mirror images of each other. My parents are two of my biggest fans, but I wouldn’t necessarily say I learned how to be a hopeful romantic from either of them. Of all the things we had in common, and the biggest from day one, was that we both attended the same church. That was huge for me! We got close instantly, shared just about everything possible, fell in love, etc. Sounds like a great love story huh…… (insert record screeching sound…..) It’s very hard to be in a committed, faithful, “we’re in this together” relationship if you’re not committed, faithful, and “we’re in this together.” I did things that are really not normal for a man to do to a woman if he loves her the way that I told Rhonda that I loved her. I hurt her in ways that were not just emotional cuts, but are noticeable emotional wounds. How she must have felt knowing that everything I had said to her was a lie and/or something that I promised but certainly not delivered had to be the deepest wound imaginable. Naturally, it was all her fault….. I would sit there and criticize her, talk down to her, all the while knowing it was me that was to blame. Now, she wasn’t perfect, but at that moment I certainly expected her to be. I mean in my mind I was perfect so how could she not be. Funny how I did all that thinking about my baptism, but wasted all that time being the biggest hypocrite I know. #realtalk

At the end of last year Rhonda and I didn’t really have much of a Christmas together and New Year’s Eve (my favorite day of the year) wasn’t much of a celebration, but still we continued on. I promised to cut out the “unhealthy” relationships and little by little we got back into our groove. The one constant was still there…. Rhonda sitting there, getting criticized by Brian, Rhonda sitting there while Brian ripped her to pieces with his sharp tongue, Rhonda sitting there while Brian continues to be Brian. It’s hurtful now as I sit here and think of all the times I hurt this woman that I love, this woman that has become my best friend, my number one supporter, not to mention all the heartache she’s had to put up with. Don’t get me wrong we still maintained a relationship, but really how successful could we be with me as the leader of “us.” She was still there. Days, weeks, and months went by and she was still there.

Over the next several months I continued to disrespect Rhonda, our relationship, and myself. I treated her like dirt and it showed because every conversation was an argument, every argument was an excuse for me not to spend time with her, and I’m sure she had to be wondering what the hell I was up to. I had secret relationships that I knew we were not healthy and I spent too much time doing things that I knew would hurt us, but naturally, on the surface, I acted as if I was this perfect person. We weren’t sharing much and what we were probably wasn’t of much substance. I had given up on her, I’m sure she had given up on me, but we still continued on.

Around Thanksgiving it all fell apart….. We didn’t share anything during the holiday, no turkey, no family, no nothing. We actually did the same thing last Thanksgiving, so to me this was normal. Same thing for Christmas and just about any other important date on the calendar. Looking back, we just shared so little! Ugh! How in the world were we even in each other’s lives? I spent more time with my co-workers, my dog, heck even the strangers at Applebee’s. Man, the things we were saying to each other at this point….. I started the fight, Rhonda joined the fight, and we held nothing back. It seems so easy to hurt the ones you know and love the most/best; I guess when you know so much about someone it’s gives you plenty of ammo to use against them.

Over the past two weeks Rhonda and I have probably done more talking and getting to know each other than we’ve done since the day we met. On a personal note….. It’s amazing to me, to think about things with a clear mind, not having to worry about the negative drawback of those thoughts. I woke up one morning, about two weeks ago, with the clearest mind I’ve had in a long time. The next day I woke up the same way, then the next day, and the next, etc. What was different? Why now? The one thing I did, the one thing that I knew changed, maybe the hardest thing I’ve ever had to meet head on….. It was me; I had to get over me, get over myself, my selfishness, my negative outlook on almost everything in my life, and my need to be miserable. That outer shell can be so positive and so willing to be perfect, while on the inside it’s a circus of emotions and hiding behind these facades. I looked at myself in the mirror that first morning and did not like what I was looking at. I’m not stupid, so I knew that I’d hurt Rhonda, but at what point did I become so comfortable hurting myself, at what point did that become OK and so easy to execute. I mean if I’m this selfish person that is so consumed with ME, why would I do this to myself? In an instance I had the answer….. I ain’t shit. That was it. I had figured out the one thing that I had never figured out before, the one thing/person that I had never blamed before. That sense of entitlement, that feeling of “you owe me,” that chunk (not chip) on my shoulder. Seems pretty easy now that I think about it…..

So….. Rhonda and I were at that point that I knew we’d arrive at; we were at that “fork in the road,” either the point of promise or maybe the point of no return, the DEAD END. I remember the exact second that I told her that I’d said everything I could, that I had put it all out there. I think I even used some cheesy analogy about how an athlete is just gassed after putting it all out there and there was nothing left for me to do other than wait for the results. I also remember the next thing she said to me…. “LET’S DO IT! LET’S JUST DO IT!” So…… We’re doing it, we are just doing it.

There’s still work to be done here….. My life has to now be about actions and not just words. To be this man I know it’s not just flipping a switch and I know that there will be struggles during the triumphs. I’ll be a better man, not only for Rhonda, but for so many people in my life, for the people that I love and cherish, and for those that continue to love and cherish me. I am still a little baffled by the sudden need to just want this. I have probably never been at this place that I’m at right now. That “right here, right now” feeling of just belonging, that feeling of comfort, that feeling of knowing what I want, and the desire of wanting to work my butt off to get there. I have to admit that I’ve shared this story with a few people and call me crazy, but I’ve enjoyed calling myself a failure, a hypocrite, and I’ve even enjoyed telling people that treating someone like dirt is something that I’m not in any way proud of. There have been so many coincidences and defining moments in the process and there is no way that I could be at this place without my faith…..

Rhonda’s played a huge role in this; I gave her plenty of reasons to not just walk away, but to run like the wind! This woman sat there and took it while I complained about her not giving me 100%, while I tore her apart, and yet all she every said was, “See you tomorrow!” Not in those exact words, but in a heart shaped nut shell that’s what it means to me. She is easily the best thing that has ever happened to me; I called her my “saving angel” when we first met and now I know without a doubt that she is exactly that.

My walk in this faith, that I absolutely love, has become quite the emotional roller coaster and it’s in my heart that God was sitting there telling me, “See you tomorrow” too….. He never left my side, He never left me alone, and He never gave up on me. I’ve given Him credit for so much in my life and at this moment I can now look in the mirror, like what I see, and know that I am this man. I have been restored; I have been given a chance to experience a life that I never imagined was possible for me. Sitting in church last Sunday, Rhonda and I heard almost that exact message. God restores us and He does so with the best of intentions. Think about this….. God could have restored me at any point in my life, He could have “fixed” me, helped me become who I want to be long before now. He didn’t and after reading all this you’d have to admit I would have never let Him! To be given this chance, to have this opportunity….. This is my time, my absolute defining moment!

(Rhonda, here’s your favorite part…..)

Several months ago I reached out to one of the pastor’s at our church…. I asked him to recommend something for me to read that would help me define if Rhonda and I were ready for the “next step.” He promptly told me to read a book called Crazy Love, written by Francis Chan. I waited months before even thinking about that book again, but I did purchase it and began reading it on October 24th. That date’s important because Rhonda called me out and said that’s when she started noticing that I began to change. Not sure how an asshole can become more of an asshole but that was the date for sure! Everything I read in that book screamed out to me that I was not where I needed be, I wasn’t with the person I needed to be with, and I was not much of a Christian. I used a yellow highlighter and as I sit here looking back and all of my notes, reading all the things I thought were pointing out what was wrong in my life, I now realize that this book what I needed the whole time. There is no way that anyone would recommend this book to me to defeat me, to make me condemn myself, or my relationship with Rhonda. He (Dave Willis) knew what he was doing…… Every word that I highlighted is in my heart and its part of the glue that has mended this heart.

Crazy Love, page 100…..
“When you are truly in love, you go to great lengths to be with the one you love.” ~ Francis Chan
Thank you Dave Willis and Francis Chan!

As I put a close to this….. I wrote this over a span of about five days; I had to take breaks, allowing it all to sink in. I write most of my blogs in public and I gotta admit that the people around me had to think I was losing it. Hey, Starbucks people are a little off anyways so I gotta fit in! I’ll leave you with this….. Cherish the people you love. Don’t treat the person that holds your heart like dirt. Expect more from yourself. Know that no matter what wrong turns that your life has taken, there is always time to right those wrong turns. Love your life. Enjoy what you have and slow down to appreciate it. The older I get the more people I know that aren’t with us anymore. At any point, without notice, it can all be gone.

Rhonda…. You have no idea what your commitment means to me. You are my saving angel!

That’s my Christmas Miracle! Have a great Christmas and always know that change is possible!

God Bless!

December 22, 2013 Bible Reading

Zechariah 2:1-3:10
Revelations 13:2-18
Psalms 141:1-10
Proverbs 30:18-20

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Mess To Message



Once in a while you are going to hear something that floors you. Something that rocks your world so hard you don’t know if you even heard it right. That’s what happened to me yesterday. When you hear it, you have to remember this. Hold on to God. We as encouraging Christians hear what I’m about to say so often that almost becomes cliché, but it’s still true. God is BIGGER than what you are going through.

When “Life” happens you have to know whose wagon your horse is hitched to. If you’ve chosen God then you will survive. God chose us before He made the world (Eph 1:4). When we choose Him by accepting Jesus Christ as our Savior and Lord, we have committed. However weak our commitment is isn’t the point. The point is, God is stronger and has us in the palm of His hand (Isa 49:16). God will see us through.

When God sees us through, we mustn’t forget our struggles. (Cliché Alert)… we have to turn our mess into His message. For it may be that specific purpose that we are enduring what we are.

“Neither this man nor his parents sinned,” said Jesus, “but this happened so that the works of God might be displayed in him. (John 9:3 NIV)

Prayer:

Dear Lord, I praise your Holy Name. Thank you for loving me the way you do. I ask that you demonstrate your Mighty Power with Your healing hands. Thank you for allowing me to come to you boldly by the Blood of Jesus. I praise your Holy Name, dear Jesus.
~Amen

Sorry for putting both days of reading into one post. Time got away from me yesterday.

God Bless…
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December 20 Bible Reading

Haggai 1:1-2:23
Revelation 11:1-19
Psalms 139:1-24
Proverbs 30:15-16

December 21 Bible Reading

Zechariah 1:1-21
Revelation 12:1-17
Psalms 140:1-13
Proverbs 30:17

My Daily Bread


When the Father is silent for a long time and then begins to speak again it is usually through the Proverbs. He knows they cut me like a knife and trim away all pretense, all pride, and all the bull. God knows how to get my attention and today is no different. Today’s proverb where the author asks only for an honest mouth and his daily bread.

PRAYER
My heart desires this too, Father. For you are my daily bread and I want to speak for you with honest lips.

“Two things I ask of you, Lord; do not refuse me before I die: Keep falsehood and lies far from me; give me neither poverty nor riches, but give me only my daily bread. Otherwise, I may have too much and disown you and say, ‘Who is the Lord ?’ Or I may become poor and steal, and so dishonor the name of my God. (Proverbs 30:7-9 NIV)

God Bless…
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December 17 Bible Reading

Nahum 1:1-3:19
Revelation 8:1-13
Psalms 136:1-26
Proverbs 30:7-9
(New International Version)